Secured in a governmental archive is a collection of objects that Abraham Lincoln had in his pocket when he was assassinated in 1865.

Among the items are two pairs of spectacles, a lens polisher, a pocketknife, a watch fob, a handkerchief, a wallet with a five-dollar Confederate note, and eight newspaper clippings. Interestingly, according to some reports, the clippings were all compliments to Lincoln, written by reporters and editors who expressed their admiration and respect for the President. One article was a speech from a British official who called Lincoln “one of the greatest men of all time.”

So why would Lincoln carry these things? Some speculate that he found them reassuring. And if so, Lincoln must have had a problem with doubt. We often do, too, particularly on our Christian journey. Doubt, however, doesn’t mean we’re spiritual failures.

Doubting was apparently a concern to Jude’s readers since he reminds them to be merciful or more understanding of those who lack confidence.

But I’ve learned one way of dealing with my doubts, especially when they evolve into self-pity. I apply some interesting reasoning. If I have the spiritual energy to wallow in brooding insecurity, I can use that same energy to turn to faith and acquire more divine confidence.

Once I have done that, I realize I’m in God’s plan and know He walks with me. And with that assurance, I should have no doubt.

When doubts arise, remember the power of the one you serve. 

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Anne Adams

Anne Adams is a retired church staffer living in Athens, Texas, where she writes a historical column for the local newspaper. Her book Brittany, Child of Joy, tells about her mentally disabled daughter and was published in 1986 by Broadman. She has taught junior college history and has published in Christian and secular publications for forty years.